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Jumat, 27 Maret 2009
huh :')
i never waste my time to think much about how i would die. But i always think much about how i take some decision to make my life better than before. okay, starts from my terrible mistake, once again. stupidly i didn't even care about the test and the try out i've been. and shit.. i always got a bad mark...chaos! yea it was absolutely terrible. the mark is just 31, 67! ohh gosh! yea i did not prepare them well. my father and my mother was disappointed of me. now, i feel so sad. I wanna cry like an ass did. But i can't. my tears won't leave my eyes. I wanna hit my head, but it was so sore. i wanna injure my lips like joker did to make his lips always laugh, but what kind of man would do that? just a freak. i wanna kick my own ass, yea but i can't. so, what should i do?
ohhyeassh! i know. God opened my eyes and made me conscious of this. It's almost national exam's. So I'll waste my time with studying and studying, yeash, studying and studying all day long... Now I don't have time to play, or relax for a moment. yea Well I guess this is what an 'almost-national-exam-time' kids doing. Study their brain out. Yea, my brain is almost out of my head. So freaking tired, so dozy(it makes a freak black sign under my eyes). but I will get what I have been fighting for. i'm going insane in a couple of a time, and I know, I'm a weak. But now, I'll be a strong girl to face this all. yeap, very srong girl. I'll work hard, to prove that I can. I can prove my says. I will make the best use of this one month to national exam and a few months of my 9th grade time love, anis Label: dream, escapade, hope, peculiar girl's workbook, sad |
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21.06
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Jumat, 27 Maret 2009
huh :')
i never waste my time to think much about how i would die. But i always think much about how i take some decision to make my life better than before. okay, starts from my terrible mistake, once again. stupidly i didn't even care about the test and the try out i've been. and shit.. i always got a bad mark...chaos! yea it was absolutely terrible. the mark is just 31, 67! ohh gosh! yea i did not prepare them well. my father and my mother was disappointed of me. now, i feel so sad. I wanna cry like an ass did. But i can't. my tears won't leave my eyes. I wanna hit my head, but it was so sore. i wanna injure my lips like joker did to make his lips always laugh, but what kind of man would do that? just a freak. i wanna kick my own ass, yea but i can't. so, what should i do?
ohhyeassh! i know. God opened my eyes and made me conscious of this. It's almost national exam's. So I'll waste my time with studying and studying, yeash, studying and studying all day long... Now I don't have time to play, or relax for a moment. yea Well I guess this is what an 'almost-national-exam-time' kids doing. Study their brain out. Yea, my brain is almost out of my head. So freaking tired, so dozy(it makes a freak black sign under my eyes). but I will get what I have been fighting for. i'm going insane in a couple of a time, and I know, I'm a weak. But now, I'll be a strong girl to face this all. yeap, very srong girl. I'll work hard, to prove that I can. I can prove my says. I will make the best use of this one month to national exam and a few months of my 9th grade time love, anis Label: dream, escapade, hope, peculiar girl's workbook, sad |
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