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Rabu, 20 Januari 2010
thanks, friends :)
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21.34
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Senin, 18 Januari 2010
I'm a 'WHATEVER-GIRL'
I don’t know. Maybe I’m mad or something, maybe I was possessed.
My friend asked me,” Hey! What happen with you? You’re day dreaming all time! Wake up! Are you possessed?” She shook my body. Then I shocked, “No. No! That’s Incubus! The Incubus disturbed me. Ah he asked me to live with him. No! If I live with him, what kind of child would I have? Half-blood? Half-human? Half-demon? Noo! That’s him,” I pointed to the north,” Get away from me. Argh,” then, my body got weaker than before,” Uh, help me, I really dizzy. He’s so damn, Incubus.” Then, my friend helped me to calming me down. I know, the Incubus, that’s just a lie to cover my stupidity. Big LIE. No one will believe it. I know I 'm a fool from the rubbish. Yes. I was really MAD this day. I lost my self-control. Ah, lives as a fool, then, you were dying. Simple, Right? That’s me. Live with all of this… Stupidity Well. I feel really… awkward this day. Mad. Really Over acting. Talk too much. Sleep. That’s strange, for me. Why? I think because of one reason.. That kid… Yes. Him. I think about that kid all time. Think about what will happen to him because of my stupidity. What kind of stupidity? Well, I told about that kid to my ex, accidentally. Okay? Accidentally! Ah stupid me. And I just realized that I was wrong. I shouldn’t do that. That’s just entering a new problem. Ah! What did I do? I just pushed myself to the black-hole. Damn. I think about ‘what will happen to my boy –that kid-‘ all time. I’m mad because of that. I can’t drive myself to the right moves now. I just think about him. He filled my brain, my heart. This problem, exactly. Ah God, what should I do? WHAT SHOULD I DO? Another one, Ehm, He hasn’t text me this day. No. Not yet. ARGH WHATEVER. I was really stupid. And it’s my fault. All of this shits=my faults. I don’t know what I should do. But my friend told me,” Just let it flow..” WHAT? LET IT FLOW? It’s not easy, you know? This was 10 times difficult than mathematics. (I know, impossible, this just for dramatically effect). Oh yes. No. Whatever. Now, I’m a “WHATEVER-GIRL” whatever.whatever.whateve.whatever. |
23.20
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Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010
resolution
i know it's too late too make a resolutions in 2010. But... yea, this what I want in this year
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17.20
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Rabu, 20 Januari 2010
thanks, friends :)
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21.34
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Senin, 18 Januari 2010
I'm a 'WHATEVER-GIRL'
I don’t know. Maybe I’m mad or something, maybe I was possessed.
My friend asked me,” Hey! What happen with you? You’re day dreaming all time! Wake up! Are you possessed?” She shook my body. Then I shocked, “No. No! That’s Incubus! The Incubus disturbed me. Ah he asked me to live with him. No! If I live with him, what kind of child would I have? Half-blood? Half-human? Half-demon? Noo! That’s him,” I pointed to the north,” Get away from me. Argh,” then, my body got weaker than before,” Uh, help me, I really dizzy. He’s so damn, Incubus.” Then, my friend helped me to calming me down. I know, the Incubus, that’s just a lie to cover my stupidity. Big LIE. No one will believe it. I know I 'm a fool from the rubbish. Yes. I was really MAD this day. I lost my self-control. Ah, lives as a fool, then, you were dying. Simple, Right? That’s me. Live with all of this… Stupidity Well. I feel really… awkward this day. Mad. Really Over acting. Talk too much. Sleep. That’s strange, for me. Why? I think because of one reason.. That kid… Yes. Him. I think about that kid all time. Think about what will happen to him because of my stupidity. What kind of stupidity? Well, I told about that kid to my ex, accidentally. Okay? Accidentally! Ah stupid me. And I just realized that I was wrong. I shouldn’t do that. That’s just entering a new problem. Ah! What did I do? I just pushed myself to the black-hole. Damn. I think about ‘what will happen to my boy –that kid-‘ all time. I’m mad because of that. I can’t drive myself to the right moves now. I just think about him. He filled my brain, my heart. This problem, exactly. Ah God, what should I do? WHAT SHOULD I DO? Another one, Ehm, He hasn’t text me this day. No. Not yet. ARGH WHATEVER. I was really stupid. And it’s my fault. All of this shits=my faults. I don’t know what I should do. But my friend told me,” Just let it flow..” WHAT? LET IT FLOW? It’s not easy, you know? This was 10 times difficult than mathematics. (I know, impossible, this just for dramatically effect). Oh yes. No. Whatever. Now, I’m a “WHATEVER-GIRL” whatever.whatever.whateve.whatever. |
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Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010
resolution
i know it's too late too make a resolutions in 2010. But... yea, this what I want in this year
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