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kangen sak modaree ama itu nama panggilan, ama sms itu. AAAAAA!!!
thanks for december 2009 - january - february - march 2010, that was the best moment ever. Thanks for the new experiences.
pengen deh ya gue bisa temenan lagi ama lo, kaya sebelum desember-maret itu. Kayanya asik banget. Bisa temenan kaya dulu lagi. Hm. But I know it's a bit hard, right?

Gue kangen dipanggil vegetable, sayur, dan gue juga kangen manggil lo FRUIT, buah :)

Label: curhat, love, sad, story

Label: friends, sad, story, thought

I don’t know. Maybe I’m mad or something, maybe I was possessed.

My friend asked me,” Hey! What happen with you? You’re day dreaming all time! Wake up! Are you possessed?” She shook my body.
Then I shocked, “No. No! That’s Incubus! The Incubus disturbed me. Ah he asked me to live with him. No! If I live with him, what kind of child would I have? Half-blood? Half-human? Half-demon? Noo! That’s him,” I pointed to the north,” Get away from me. Argh,” then, my body got weaker than before,” Uh, help me, I really dizzy. He’s so damn, Incubus.” Then, my friend helped me to calming me down.

I know, the Incubus, that’s just a lie to cover my stupidity. Big LIE. No one will believe it. I know
I 'm a fool from the rubbish.

Yes. I was really MAD this day. I lost my self-control.
Ah, lives as a fool, then, you were dying. Simple, Right?
That’s me. Live with all of this… Stupidity

Well. I feel really… awkward this day. Mad. Really Over acting. Talk too much. Sleep. That’s strange, for me. Why? I think because of one reason..

That kid…

Yes. Him. I think about that kid all time. Think about what will happen to him because of my stupidity. What kind of stupidity? Well, I told about that kid to my ex, accidentally. Okay? Accidentally! Ah stupid me. And I just realized that I was wrong. I shouldn’t do that. That’s just entering a new problem.

Ah! What did I do? I just pushed myself to the black-hole. Damn.

I think about ‘what will happen to my boy –that kid-‘ all time. I’m mad because of that. I can’t drive myself to the right moves now. I just think about him. He filled my brain, my heart. This problem, exactly. Ah God, what should I do? WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Another one, Ehm, He hasn’t text me this day. No. Not yet. ARGH WHATEVER. I was really stupid. And it’s my fault. All of this shits=my faults.
I don’t know what I should do. But my friend told me,” Just let it flow..” WHAT? LET IT FLOW? It’s not easy, you know? This was 10 times difficult than mathematics. (I know, impossible, this just for dramatically effect). Oh yes. No. Whatever.

Now, I’m a “WHATEVER-GIRL”

whatever.whatever.whateve.whatever.

Label: love, sad, story

i never waste my time to think much about how i would die. But i always think much about how i take some decision to make my life better than before. okay, starts from my terrible mistake, once again. stupidly i didn't even care about the test and the try out i've been. and shit.. i always got a bad mark...chaos! yea it was absolutely terrible. the mark is just 31, 67! ohh gosh! yea i did not prepare them well. my father and my mother was disappointed of me. now, i feel so sad. I wanna cry like an ass did. But i can't. my tears won't leave my eyes. I wanna hit my head, but it was so sore. i wanna injure my lips like joker did to make his lips always laugh, but what kind of man would do that? just a freak. i wanna kick my own ass, yea but i can't. so, what should i do?
ohhyeassh! i know. God opened my eyes and made me conscious of this.
It's almost national exam's. So I'll waste my time with studying and studying, yeash, studying and studying all day long... Now I don't have time to play, or relax for a moment. yea
Well I guess this is what an 'almost-national-exam-time' kids doing. Study their brain out. Yea, my brain is almost out of my head. So freaking tired, so dozy(it makes a freak black sign under my eyes). but I will get what I have been fighting for.
i'm going insane in a couple of a time, and I know, I'm a weak. But now, I'll be a strong girl to face this all. yeap, very srong girl. I'll work hard, to prove that I can. I can prove my says.
I will make the best use of this one month to national exam and a few months of my 9th grade time

love,
anis

Label: dream, escapade, hope, peculiar girl's workbook, sad

Hoaaamm
Langsung aja deh ni gua ni crita

shit seven things

Yea shit seven things in Saturday
Satu, hari sabtu kmaren entah knapa gitu ni ya gue dari bangun tidur tu brasa gaenak banget deh. Tauk tu napa. Makan males, brangkat brasa gaenak gitu ya padahal gue uda minum susu –biasanya kalo abis minum susu tu brasa tenang deh. Tapi gatau tu ya aneh banget pagi kmaren gue, bleeehhhhhh
Dua, brangkat skola, TJ always, tapi kmaren gue brasa mabok banget naek TJ ni, as usual, duduk dipojok denger musik, ngeliatin orang orang, tapi tetep aja deh gaenak banget padahal kalo uda di teje trus dengerin lagu tu brasanya semangat ke skola. Eh trus waktu di bis ya gue brasa awful banget gitu ama temen gue yang klas tiga juga, dia tu di bis ngerjain soal mulu ye, ga kea gue yang Cuma denger lagu doang, ohh my god! Langsung deh gue bayangin masa depan gue, tapi tetep aja ngrasa garing. Pas uda nyampe bonbin ye, ada kakek kakek ama nenek nenek gitu naek trus duduk di sebelah gue, bener dah gue juga dalem ati bilang wow awful! Ni pasangan romeo and Juliet banget, mesra banget, lengket kea lem tikus. Gue yang punya kuping normal trus agak denger gitu pembicaraan pasangan serasi ini, eh mereka ngomong bahasa korea coba. Pas gue mau ngomong ni ya ama neneknya, eh keburu turun. Huaaa gagal deh ngomong
Tiga, sampe di skolah, dari halte gue jalan gitu tetep ngrasa males banget. Pas gue nyampe di gerbang skola, eh ternyata yang jaga si pak satpam yang nyebelin. Bukan pak satpam yang gendut. Padahal kalo uda sama pak satpam –kalo ga salah namanya Pak No, uda deh salaman trus ya ngobrol dikit lah trus sering diingetin jangan telat blablabla trus bisa nambahin smangat gue, eh ni yang jaga pas pagi itu bikin gue aaarrghhhh!
Empat, plajaranya bu septi gue brasa dozy banget. Males ngantuk dan laen sebagenya. Males ngikutin, padahal biasanya gue agak interest gitu ya –ama plajaran basa inggrisnya bukan ama bu septi, slama plajaran tu nyocokin soal pendalaman materi kmaren. Huah tauk deh ya gue ga smangat kmaren jadinya ya gue Cuma coret coret kertas aja
Lima, pas jam istirahat. Bener bener nightmare ni buat gue jam plajaran istirahat. Pas gue mau beranjak dari tempat duduk, eh tiba tiba ni ya si you-know-who nyamperin gue. Gue langsung dong iihhh males amat deh ngomong ama ni orang pengen deh gue tinggal pergi jauh ke kantin. Tapi ya kepaksa deh gue agak ngedengerin omonganya dia

You know who: hey nis, I apologized for…
Severus snape: what?
You know who: for all mistakes that I’ve done to you
Severus snape: what mistakes you’ve done?
You know who: ……………
Severus snape: I’ll go to canteen
You know who: hey please
Severus snape: huh, talk to my hand
You know who: hey
Severus snape: I’m sick of you! The game is over and I’m the winner, let me free! Ssssttt shut up! Close your mouth, I won’t to hear anything from your big mouth!
You kow who: …………..

Ya gitudeh lanjutanya, gue langsung beli makanan ke kantin
Enam, i felt so bored in computer laboratory, not as usual. Gatau deh padahal di lab gue tu ya nyanyi nyanyi gitu ama si nia pumpkin, trus ngrecokin orang, walopun gue uda ktawa ktiwi tapi tetep aja gitu dalemnya lagi gaenak banget
Trus gue gabetah gitu rasanya di lab kmaren, bawaanya ngantuk banget males. Akhirnya gue pulang deh abis pamitan ama pak wid
Tujuh, sampe rumah, gue tu yang brasa pengen nangis sekenceng kencengnya entah knapa. Gue masuk langsung ngunci diri gitu di kamar, ganti baju. Ngetik ngetik gajelas di komputer, eh gue brasa mata gue uda watery banget tapi aernya ga kluar kluar, frustasi gue langsung aja deh tidur

Ya kmaren sabtu tu emang nightmare gitu deh ya buat gue, trutama pas jam istirahat, padahal gue pas jam istirahat tu uda minum susu tapi tetep aja ga ngefek kea biasanya. Tapi kmaren sabtu ada juga deh sweet things di skolah

sweet seven things

Yea this is sweet seven things in Saturday
Satu, jam plajaran biologi, kan tes gitu kan ya, katanya pak darmono sih soal bayang bayangnya unas ipa yang biologi, gue kerjain kan, eh wow alhamdulillah! Gue dapet 10! Plokplokplok!
Dua, bu septi ga merhatiin gue, yes! Gue trus nyelesein gambar gue yang uda bertaun taun gas lese, tapi kmaren gas lese juga si
Tiga, pas istirahat gue bias bebas makan banyak soalnya gigi gue uda gasakit lagi, lumayan buat nambah berat badan yang kata orang orang berat badan gue tu dibawah standar normal
Empat, web gue uda jadi! Yeyy! Trus kmaren diutak atik ama si maul, dia pengen kan gambarnya bias jalan jalan gitu, make flashplayer, trus nanya deh ama pak wid, dipriksa kan trus pak wid bilang katanya uda bagus, langsung dikumpulin aja trus dapet 9,5. yey!
Lima, gue bisa majang gambar kembaran gue! Agyness deyn di buku. Wkakaka seneng banget deh. Thanks nia pumpkin yang uda ngerelain cover majalahnya gue gunting
Enam, gue bisa nge-patch chocolatier di computer. Jadinya ga time trial lagi deh ni game. Untung dah jadinya bisa dimaenin ampe slese
Tujuh, gue seneng soalnya sampe rumah gue bisa tidur sampe sore

Okedeh cing itu dulu, uda malem. Batas kewajaran gue jam stengah spulu
Anis the vampire mau bobok


p.s:
Severus snape yang diatas tu gue, soalnya pas nulis ini gue lagi denger lagunya Ministry of Magic yang snape vs snape

Label: amazing, catatan aku, coret coret, damage, gapenting, gila, home, kurang kerjaan, lalalala, ohyeahh, peculiar girl's workbook, sad, silly, sinting

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kangen sak modaree ama itu nama panggilan, ama sms itu. AAAAAA!!!
thanks for december 2009 - january - february - march 2010, that was the best moment ever. Thanks for the new experiences.
pengen deh ya gue bisa temenan lagi ama lo, kaya sebelum desember-maret itu. Kayanya asik banget. Bisa temenan kaya dulu lagi. Hm. But I know it's a bit hard, right?

Gue kangen dipanggil vegetable, sayur, dan gue juga kangen manggil lo FRUIT, buah :)

Label: curhat, love, sad, story

Label: friends, sad, story, thought

I don’t know. Maybe I’m mad or something, maybe I was possessed.

My friend asked me,” Hey! What happen with you? You’re day dreaming all time! Wake up! Are you possessed?” She shook my body.
Then I shocked, “No. No! That’s Incubus! The Incubus disturbed me. Ah he asked me to live with him. No! If I live with him, what kind of child would I have? Half-blood? Half-human? Half-demon? Noo! That’s him,” I pointed to the north,” Get away from me. Argh,” then, my body got weaker than before,” Uh, help me, I really dizzy. He’s so damn, Incubus.” Then, my friend helped me to calming me down.

I know, the Incubus, that’s just a lie to cover my stupidity. Big LIE. No one will believe it. I know
I 'm a fool from the rubbish.

Yes. I was really MAD this day. I lost my self-control.
Ah, lives as a fool, then, you were dying. Simple, Right?
That’s me. Live with all of this… Stupidity

Well. I feel really… awkward this day. Mad. Really Over acting. Talk too much. Sleep. That’s strange, for me. Why? I think because of one reason..

That kid…

Yes. Him. I think about that kid all time. Think about what will happen to him because of my stupidity. What kind of stupidity? Well, I told about that kid to my ex, accidentally. Okay? Accidentally! Ah stupid me. And I just realized that I was wrong. I shouldn’t do that. That’s just entering a new problem.

Ah! What did I do? I just pushed myself to the black-hole. Damn.

I think about ‘what will happen to my boy –that kid-‘ all time. I’m mad because of that. I can’t drive myself to the right moves now. I just think about him. He filled my brain, my heart. This problem, exactly. Ah God, what should I do? WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Another one, Ehm, He hasn’t text me this day. No. Not yet. ARGH WHATEVER. I was really stupid. And it’s my fault. All of this shits=my faults.
I don’t know what I should do. But my friend told me,” Just let it flow..” WHAT? LET IT FLOW? It’s not easy, you know? This was 10 times difficult than mathematics. (I know, impossible, this just for dramatically effect). Oh yes. No. Whatever.

Now, I’m a “WHATEVER-GIRL”

whatever.whatever.whateve.whatever.

Label: love, sad, story

i never waste my time to think much about how i would die. But i always think much about how i take some decision to make my life better than before. okay, starts from my terrible mistake, once again. stupidly i didn't even care about the test and the try out i've been. and shit.. i always got a bad mark...chaos! yea it was absolutely terrible. the mark is just 31, 67! ohh gosh! yea i did not prepare them well. my father and my mother was disappointed of me. now, i feel so sad. I wanna cry like an ass did. But i can't. my tears won't leave my eyes. I wanna hit my head, but it was so sore. i wanna injure my lips like joker did to make his lips always laugh, but what kind of man would do that? just a freak. i wanna kick my own ass, yea but i can't. so, what should i do?
ohhyeassh! i know. God opened my eyes and made me conscious of this.
It's almost national exam's. So I'll waste my time with studying and studying, yeash, studying and studying all day long... Now I don't have time to play, or relax for a moment. yea
Well I guess this is what an 'almost-national-exam-time' kids doing. Study their brain out. Yea, my brain is almost out of my head. So freaking tired, so dozy(it makes a freak black sign under my eyes). but I will get what I have been fighting for.
i'm going insane in a couple of a time, and I know, I'm a weak. But now, I'll be a strong girl to face this all. yeap, very srong girl. I'll work hard, to prove that I can. I can prove my says.
I will make the best use of this one month to national exam and a few months of my 9th grade time

love,
anis

Label: dream, escapade, hope, peculiar girl's workbook, sad

Hoaaamm
Langsung aja deh ni gua ni crita

shit seven things

Yea shit seven things in Saturday
Satu, hari sabtu kmaren entah knapa gitu ni ya gue dari bangun tidur tu brasa gaenak banget deh. Tauk tu napa. Makan males, brangkat brasa gaenak gitu ya padahal gue uda minum susu –biasanya kalo abis minum susu tu brasa tenang deh. Tapi gatau tu ya aneh banget pagi kmaren gue, bleeehhhhhh
Dua, brangkat skola, TJ always, tapi kmaren gue brasa mabok banget naek TJ ni, as usual, duduk dipojok denger musik, ngeliatin orang orang, tapi tetep aja deh gaenak banget padahal kalo uda di teje trus dengerin lagu tu brasanya semangat ke skola. Eh trus waktu di bis ya gue brasa awful banget gitu ama temen gue yang klas tiga juga, dia tu di bis ngerjain soal mulu ye, ga kea gue yang Cuma denger lagu doang, ohh my god! Langsung deh gue bayangin masa depan gue, tapi tetep aja ngrasa garing. Pas uda nyampe bonbin ye, ada kakek kakek ama nenek nenek gitu naek trus duduk di sebelah gue, bener dah gue juga dalem ati bilang wow awful! Ni pasangan romeo and Juliet banget, mesra banget, lengket kea lem tikus. Gue yang punya kuping normal trus agak denger gitu pembicaraan pasangan serasi ini, eh mereka ngomong bahasa korea coba. Pas gue mau ngomong ni ya ama neneknya, eh keburu turun. Huaaa gagal deh ngomong
Tiga, sampe di skolah, dari halte gue jalan gitu tetep ngrasa males banget. Pas gue nyampe di gerbang skola, eh ternyata yang jaga si pak satpam yang nyebelin. Bukan pak satpam yang gendut. Padahal kalo uda sama pak satpam –kalo ga salah namanya Pak No, uda deh salaman trus ya ngobrol dikit lah trus sering diingetin jangan telat blablabla trus bisa nambahin smangat gue, eh ni yang jaga pas pagi itu bikin gue aaarrghhhh!
Empat, plajaranya bu septi gue brasa dozy banget. Males ngantuk dan laen sebagenya. Males ngikutin, padahal biasanya gue agak interest gitu ya –ama plajaran basa inggrisnya bukan ama bu septi, slama plajaran tu nyocokin soal pendalaman materi kmaren. Huah tauk deh ya gue ga smangat kmaren jadinya ya gue Cuma coret coret kertas aja
Lima, pas jam istirahat. Bener bener nightmare ni buat gue jam plajaran istirahat. Pas gue mau beranjak dari tempat duduk, eh tiba tiba ni ya si you-know-who nyamperin gue. Gue langsung dong iihhh males amat deh ngomong ama ni orang pengen deh gue tinggal pergi jauh ke kantin. Tapi ya kepaksa deh gue agak ngedengerin omonganya dia

You know who: hey nis, I apologized for…
Severus snape: what?
You know who: for all mistakes that I’ve done to you
Severus snape: what mistakes you’ve done?
You know who: ……………
Severus snape: I’ll go to canteen
You know who: hey please
Severus snape: huh, talk to my hand
You know who: hey
Severus snape: I’m sick of you! The game is over and I’m the winner, let me free! Ssssttt shut up! Close your mouth, I won’t to hear anything from your big mouth!
You kow who: …………..

Ya gitudeh lanjutanya, gue langsung beli makanan ke kantin
Enam, i felt so bored in computer laboratory, not as usual. Gatau deh padahal di lab gue tu ya nyanyi nyanyi gitu ama si nia pumpkin, trus ngrecokin orang, walopun gue uda ktawa ktiwi tapi tetep aja gitu dalemnya lagi gaenak banget
Trus gue gabetah gitu rasanya di lab kmaren, bawaanya ngantuk banget males. Akhirnya gue pulang deh abis pamitan ama pak wid
Tujuh, sampe rumah, gue tu yang brasa pengen nangis sekenceng kencengnya entah knapa. Gue masuk langsung ngunci diri gitu di kamar, ganti baju. Ngetik ngetik gajelas di komputer, eh gue brasa mata gue uda watery banget tapi aernya ga kluar kluar, frustasi gue langsung aja deh tidur

Ya kmaren sabtu tu emang nightmare gitu deh ya buat gue, trutama pas jam istirahat, padahal gue pas jam istirahat tu uda minum susu tapi tetep aja ga ngefek kea biasanya. Tapi kmaren sabtu ada juga deh sweet things di skolah

sweet seven things

Yea this is sweet seven things in Saturday
Satu, jam plajaran biologi, kan tes gitu kan ya, katanya pak darmono sih soal bayang bayangnya unas ipa yang biologi, gue kerjain kan, eh wow alhamdulillah! Gue dapet 10! Plokplokplok!
Dua, bu septi ga merhatiin gue, yes! Gue trus nyelesein gambar gue yang uda bertaun taun gas lese, tapi kmaren gas lese juga si
Tiga, pas istirahat gue bias bebas makan banyak soalnya gigi gue uda gasakit lagi, lumayan buat nambah berat badan yang kata orang orang berat badan gue tu dibawah standar normal
Empat, web gue uda jadi! Yeyy! Trus kmaren diutak atik ama si maul, dia pengen kan gambarnya bias jalan jalan gitu, make flashplayer, trus nanya deh ama pak wid, dipriksa kan trus pak wid bilang katanya uda bagus, langsung dikumpulin aja trus dapet 9,5. yey!
Lima, gue bisa majang gambar kembaran gue! Agyness deyn di buku. Wkakaka seneng banget deh. Thanks nia pumpkin yang uda ngerelain cover majalahnya gue gunting
Enam, gue bisa nge-patch chocolatier di computer. Jadinya ga time trial lagi deh ni game. Untung dah jadinya bisa dimaenin ampe slese
Tujuh, gue seneng soalnya sampe rumah gue bisa tidur sampe sore

Okedeh cing itu dulu, uda malem. Batas kewajaran gue jam stengah spulu
Anis the vampire mau bobok


p.s:
Severus snape yang diatas tu gue, soalnya pas nulis ini gue lagi denger lagunya Ministry of Magic yang snape vs snape

Label: amazing, catatan aku, coret coret, damage, gapenting, gila, home, kurang kerjaan, lalalala, ohyeahh, peculiar girl's workbook, sad, silly, sinting

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